Happy Thanksgiving!

just wanted to shoot everyone a happy thanksgiving! i know it can be hard on Holiday’s with or without  family. I am thinking of yall my Brothers, Sisters, and Non-binary family out there. You are amazing and keep going. There is a light at the end of the tunnel i promise!

Happy weekend…or not?

Hey y’all.

So it’s been awhile and I suck i know. This weekend has been crazy and a rush and not in a good way. My great grandma is going into hospice and it’s only a few days is what everyone believes right now. It’s been hard to swallow this because it seems just a few min ago she could have lived a few more years. She was a big part of my life and I know she will be greatly missed when she’s gone. Christmas Eve will never be the same.

Now on to other things. I start my job on Thursday and I can’t wait! I’m going by Jake and he/him pronouns! So wish me luck. I’m hoping with this new job I can really start making small payments towards my surgery. I really want the surgery within a year or before Christmas. That’s my new plans now. So wish me luck.

That’s the update for now. See y’all soon!

-Jake

Coming out and the aftermath

Heyyyyyyyyyyyyy

Sorry its been awhile! I’ve been staying busy with life, family, and school. not working much sadly. Life of retail. BUT huge news! If your not following me on youtube then you dont know but i came out to my parents! yes big news, but it wasnt great the week after. They were okay with it the night of but the two or three days after were rough. The shock wore off and my Dad was having a hard time with it. He was yelling at EVERYONE, NOT JUST ME. He was yelling at my girlfriend blaming her, then yelling at my sister and mom since they knew before him. It was really rough. I was extremely depressed and didn’t want to do anything. I hated that he was taking it out on everyone when he should have just taken it out on me. its been about a week and a half since i told them. They are basically just putting their heads in the sand and ignoring it. My girlfriend and i have been able to go over and talk with them and hang out, but its awkward for me of course.

As of right now we are all doing okay. i’ve been over to my parents like everyday this week so far. im working on finding a new job and saving up for my surgery.  wish me luck.

-Jake

 


Check out my YouTube videos with these links:

My Coming out story
Aftermath of my coming out part 1
Aftermath of my coming out part 2
Aftermath of my coming out part 3